Monday, February 28, 2011

Perfection.

I'm a perfectionist. Any little thing that isn't perfect will have the tendency to drive me crazy. But I've learned to let go in some aspects. I feel like that I'm a lot like Claire from Modern Family. It's just my nature to try and make and keep everything perfect. So the thing that really helped me get over my OCD-ness of being a perfectionist were these quotes (which were from Modern Family, I love that show :D. Makes me want to have a family even more :DDD) I don't think I'll get them exactly, but it was something along the lines of "if you keep trying to find flaws in something, you won't be able to appreciate the whole beauty." Actually, that sound sounded pretty bad, I'm gonna go look it up right now and get it right..ugh oh, I think that's my OCD perfection side talking again. Okay, got it!
"Sometimes it's a bad thing like when everyone else sees something beautiful, when she sees the tinnie tiny flaw."-Phil Dunphy
"And you, you would be a lot happier if you weren't so obsessed with everything being perfect."-Jay
So true, so true. I'll try my best to not let small things bug the crap out of me. I really don't like being like this, but I can't help it. D:

I've been pretty traditional in that I want my significant other to be Taiwanese, or some type of Asian. But now, I'm not so sure anymore. I mean I'm getting attracted to guys of other races, mostly because of their defined facial features, and bigger eyes. It so hot..:D. I mean, there's Asians with really defined facial features, but it's not too common. I'm happy to say, I am one of those uncommon Asians, haha. See:

Actually, one of my mom's friends actually asked where I got my nose job. I'm was flattered yet kind of offended at the same time. FYI, all naturale~~ is it so hard to believe that Asians can have nose bridges? I also like how my eyes are big :].

I think I'm getting sick..AGAIN! And right before finals too. My head is trobbing, probably from all the studying. I should probably get some rest.

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