Perfection.

I'm a perfectionist. Any little thing that isn't perfect will have the tendency to drive me crazy. But I've learned to let go in some aspects. I feel like that I'm a lot like Claire from Modern Family. It's just my nature to try and make and keep everything perfect. So the thing that really helped me get over my OCD-ness of being a perfectionist were these quotes (which were from Modern Family, I love that show :D. Makes me want to have a family even more :DDD) I don't think I'll get them exactly, but it was something along the lines of "if you keep trying to find flaws in something, you won't be able to appreciate the whole beauty." Actually, that sound sounded pretty bad, I'm gonna go look it up right now and get it right..ugh oh, I think that's my OCD perfection side talking again. Okay, got it!
"Sometimes it's a bad thing like when everyone else sees something beautiful, when she sees the tinnie tiny flaw."-Phil Dunphy
"And you, you would be a lot happier if you weren't so obsessed with everything being perfect."-Jay
So true, so true. I'll try my best to not let small things bug the crap out of me. I really don't like being like this, but I can't help it. D:

I've been pretty traditional in that I want my significant other to be Taiwanese, or some type of Asian. But now, I'm not so sure anymore. I mean I'm getting attracted to guys of other races, mostly because of their defined facial features, and bigger eyes. It so hot..:D. I mean, there's Asians with really defined facial features, but it's not too common. I'm happy to say, I am one of those uncommon Asians, haha. See:

Actually, one of my mom's friends actually asked where I got my nose job. I'm was flattered yet kind of offended at the same time. FYI, all naturale~~ is it so hard to believe that Asians can have nose bridges? I also like how my eyes are big :].

I think I'm getting sick..AGAIN! And right before finals too. My head is trobbing, probably from all the studying. I should probably get some rest.

Beauty Sleep

This week hasn't been too great. Lets see....Today I was late for class, not just like 5 minutes late, more like 30 minutes late. When I woke up, I saw my clock and it was 8:15am, I was like "SHHIIT." By the time I got to class, I kind of stood in the door way to see where I should sit, and the professor saw me and said "You can come in." It was so embarrassing :X. I don't understand why I couldn't get up at 6:30, I mean, I even went to sleep early last night too.

And then yesterday, I TOTALLY forgot my lab manual for dental lab. UGH, so I had to rush home, and get it. I'm so out of it this week.

Another thing is I keep falling asleep in class. I tried REALLY REALLY hard to keep my eyes open, but I just end up looking like I'm spasming because my eyelids are twitching, and probably only half of my pupil can be seen lol.

I just got into Modern Family, the show's pretty funny, haha. I wish I've found out about it sooner.

It's so fraaking colddddddd!!

Why is it so cold??? Kay, I'm gonna stop whinning about it :P. But there's nothing like bundling up in a warm microfeece blanket :D.

Today was one of our classmate's birthday, and we had a venue to celebrate. I had no idea that one of our classmates was a DJ. That's so awesomeee! Then one guy started break dancing, omg I really wanted to do some break dancing myself, and maybe even do some battling xD. But I didn't because it has been a long time since I did some dancing, and I forgot how to do some moves, lol. But I really really wanted too, maybe I should have, to show them a side of me they haven't seen before. Like this:







ah...those break dancing days, I was so into it. But now, I guess I have more important things to focus on, like school. Boooo~

So studying hasn't been too efficient. For some reason tooth histology isn't sticking. Too much stuff going on..gah. I totally prefer gross anatomy, even if it was looking at cadavers and smelling them. Well, not so much smelling them. But never in my life would I have thought I'd be looking at dead people, or be in a room alone with about 25 bodies at once.

Yay! no school tomorrows, time to sleep in on the day of the week I most hate, monday!

Why hello!

I created this blog thingy, although I am not that into blogging, so I can have a place where I can just let out my thoughts and feelings. As my counselor said to us, 4 years of dental school is a very unhealthy way to live, the stress it puts on the students and their relationships. Me being an open person, I figured that I needed a place to rant (sometimes) and let out my stress. This will be the place. So to any readers out there, just bare with me during the good and bad times that I would like to share here.
One of my reasons to help me through dental school :D